I haven't written a post in a very long time, but here I am writing one now.

I know the name of the blog is a 20-something's POV, but this is presently my last year of being a 20-something. Perhaps I'll get a new blog when I turn the big 3-0. 30 is the new 20 after all, in my opinion.

As for what I've been watching, reading and whatnot... let me be brief.

Watching/Watched:
Lost (yes I still watch Lost)
Ugly Betty
American Horror Story
How to get Away With Murder
Scream Queens
Quantico
Heroes (the original series)
The Strain

Perhaps that's not so brief. I'm also sure I'm missing some things, but oh well. I'll come to them when I remember them.

I do a lot of television watching. But I watch a lot of movies as well. Horror movies are my favorite. I mostly like the movies that are about the occult and religion and supernatural things like that. Exorcism and possession movies are my favorite.

My world now is completely different than the one I used to have.

How am I supposed to live a life that I can't find meaning for?

I know what I want to do. Writing is in my blood, it is what I will always want to do and will always be able to do, but what do I really want?

I had a pretty bad dream last night where a guy that I think I have feelings for had a secret girlfriend and I wanted to cause physical bodily harm to said girl. I don't know if that means I really have feelings for the person the dream was about, or if I'm just lonely in general.

I don't know what I want about a lot of things. I'm almost 30 years old, and I'm just not sure what to do with my life. I need to go to Grad School. I need to get back to Mississippi to do that, at the school that I used to go to and for a cheaper tuition. I could probably get scholarships and grants. I need to be writing more stories, but all of my stuff is nonfiction. Perhaps that is what I need to be focusing on. I hate my life sometimes. I can't do anything right most of the time.